I struggle with the feeling that my life isn't mine

I hate this town, it's so washed up
And all my friends don't give a fuck
They'll tell me that it's just bad luck
When will I find where I fit in?

~ A day to remember - All signs point to Lauderdale

JK those are terrible. :D

Hi!

Weekend was nice, I met my friends Meri and Rosa on Saturday. First we went shopping and then to Rosa's home and we made some food (and watched some Pirates of the Caribbean) and then we went outside jätsmäämään. :D And I know, you have no clue what that means but you don't need to.

School and music keeps me busy still and nothing special happens in between them. Today me and Nita realized that we have only about 6 months left together in this school! After the 9th grade many of my friends (including me, possibly) are moving away from our hometown. Then meeting each other becomes harder. I'm sure I'm gonna cry on the last day of school.

Now I'm gonna go and play Autumn leaves on piano.

And today I apologize for blaming others for my own mistakes.